All I want

Al I want to do is show you love. I have all the time to show you. When do you have the time for me to place you on this pedestal of love? You deserve to be love unconditionally, given support, listened to and understood. I’m trying to show you that I’m worthy of the job of caring for your heart. I’m trying to comfort you with my soul, if you will have me. All I want to do is show you all this love that’s waiting only for you. I’ve stopped running from, what’s been calling my heart to you. All this love is for you..

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

Trapped

Once, again trying to avoid being caught on the wrong side of a love song. So, I asked DJ Strategy to play a trap song. Here, I stand confessing that you got my heart trapped and I’m not trying to escape. They say when a man has found a good woman, he has found a great thing. In you I’ve found my soul mate. Your smile has comforted my soul and your touch has given meaning to life. For so many years I wandered aimlessly thinking I would have never find you. A woman that will allow me to be vulnerable and love me unconditionally. From the conversations that has me stimulated to the movement of your hips as we dance to the rhythm of our heart beats. You are more than my soul mate, you are everything that gives me strength not to give up. Not too many understand, love is hard work and willing to put in that effort. You match my drive and energy, as we build this house of love. I don’t have to ask if you can stand the rain. You got me fiending like Jodeci for a taste of your touch. I want to love you for the rest of my life. You are what I want and need. All I can see is you is…. as my wife. I want to give you the world and make every day that’s especially designed for you. I’m trapped in the greatest feeling known to man. I never want to leave the softest place on earth.. I’m ready to drown in your love. With each stroke I want to fall deeper in love. You are my everything.

This Love is Waiting…

Standing here, trying to fight back these tears. Facing the fact there’s no plan B, C nor D. You are the woman I want and need as my wife. It’s too late, I’ve fallen for you. Tonight my heart and brain made a executive decision and I’m willing to risk it all for you. I may not be the Prince Charming you dreamed of, but I’m that man who’s willing to stand up for you and protect you. My heart, mind and soul is yours. Screaming from the highest mountain tops, my love for you. Not a shame to express my desire for you. I want you for more than just my wife. You are my best friend, my inspiration, my comforter, my everything and a bag of Snickers. You are the air I breathe and the silver lining in my darkest moments. So many times, I’ve been on the wrong side of a love song. Yet, here I am two stepping in rhythm of our hearts. Let this love and rhythm hit the way its supposed to…. This Groove will never end. There are so many words that can describe my love for you, but still would fail to fully describe my love for you. The best part of me, is you being my rib. My vision of beauty and desire, I’m here and waiting to give you all of my love. It’s here waiting…..

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

Each and Every Day

Once again, I’m here standing on these rugged cliffs of circumstances. Praying that I’ve found the one that will ease the pains of failed love. Praying that I can stop waiting for that one day Valentine’s and embrace that true love. That woman that I can share and express my love each and every day. A woman that I can place upon a pedestal and give her all of my attention. I want to swim in the river of your love. My earth, my sea, my fire and my world is you. I sketch the beauty which is you in my dreams. I desire more than a simple fantasy. I want you as my best friend, my comfortor, my first, my last, my everything…… I want you as my wife. The moment I saw you, I stopped searching. You made me believe in love again. I have never had anyone show me that love could be real. You rescued me and I’m forever thankful.. For the first time in my life, I feel as though I deserved to be love. No, I don’t want you as my Valentine’s…. You and I deserve to be loved and celebrated each and every day…. Thank you for giving my heart a reason to love.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

I love you because….

I love you because of simply who you are. You do not need to hide your imperfections, flaws or scars. Those are the things that make you beautiful and has made you a permanent resident in my heart. You should always feel welcomed in my arms. I love you because you don’t have to hide who you are. You are everything that I need in life. Being yourself is one of the most magical thing in your life and you sharing that with me has allowed my guarded walls to fall. Never believed in love at first site has never looked into your eyes. A beauty like no other and your eyes speaks of your wonderful journey. The strength and courage you have and removed all doubts, that you are a woman like no other. You are sweeter than morning Dew, softer than the clouds that you have me floating on. You are my rib and my heart. You are an important part of my life. I can’t wait to taste how your day has been, so that I can kiss the most softest lips on earth. Drink love from the fountain of youth. Thank you for being you…….. This is for every woman, that needs a smile, a hug and most importantly… Needs to be loved……

JWSJ

Khapter 48… My sin

Khapter 47… Disclosure

Disclosure… I’m one of the nicest azz holes you will ever meet. I don’t talk much, I listen and pay attention to everything. I will give you my last and will make a fool out of myself to make you happy. I very hard working and dedicated. I love and support my family and friends. Trust and believe I will protect and defend my loved ones… I’m loyal, honest and trustworthy. My heart beats for my daughters and yes, I will kill for them. I do not tolerate liars, cheaters or users. Once you show me your true colors.. I bounce, there is no need to wait to see if you change. We all know that’s not going to happen. I am the “Black Casper” and king of the “who this?” I don’t care how pretty or beautiful you think you are…. I refuse to kiss your azz or chase. I will maintain my peace of mind and dedicate my time to my girls. If I need someone pretty… ill just remove one of the restraining orders… 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣😂. I did mention I’m an azz hole. So being mad that I don’t return calls or text is wasted on me, since I’m ignoring you. My life does not stop cause you are in your feelings. We all are adults and should not expect other adults to accept your mistreatment of them. And nope, I will not explain to you that mistreated me or wasted my time. I’m gone….. Smile and keep it moving cause I’m gonna enjoy my life, you should too.

Remind me

As we reminisce on our Love, I notice your friends are listening. Wondering how love can be so blissful. Never once have I ever been a cool guy, so shy when it comes to my emotions. But I have to admit, Love looks good on us. The stars are aligned as to guide us through our journey. It now seems that the moon is jealous and is attempting to out shine the stars to lead our way. I’ve never known love like this, but cherish the moment. Even though it has been years, it only seems like seconds. Even though the sky maybe filled with gray, all I can feel is the sun’s ray of love upon my face. I want to give you more than just me. I thank you for the love that has grown to be. Regardless of where this path takes us, Love will all ways guide our hearts.

JWSJ

Khapter 47….Better than Yesterday

Hate is very strong and powerful word, but one of the weakest emotions. It’s also one of the easiest and most ruthless actions that a human being can do. Too much self hate and destruction of happiness. So many people rather hate than show strength and courage by loving one another. Let’s make a change and show strength by taking the time to love yourself and others. Let’s be better than we were yesterday. Hating on someone only weakens and hurt yourself. People recognize hate whether they speak up or not. But, it’s you who suffers in the long run. Let’s make that change and learn to love…. JWSJ

Khapter 47

Yes, my lifestyle has changed… I don’t entertain negativity or negative people, I refuse to allow liars in my circle. Yes, I’m a grown man and will conduct myself as one. I don’t have to explain why I want to remain happy and positive. We all know the elements that will destroy happiness, so why entertain it? I’m very simple person and willing to sacrifice myself for others, but when simple gestures are not appreciated…. Yep, don’t expect anything further. It took 47 yrs to understand, that everyone does not fit in your life and you shouldn’t hold on to people that don’t appreciate you. You don’t have to apologize for what others don’t see in you. Love, happiness and respect starts within one’s self…… JWSJ