I walked the darkest of my days alone. Stood on the rugged cliffs of circumstances praying that someone would save me. Praying that I would fall into your loving arms. Stood in rain with no umbrella, realizing I was the one who would be there to shelter you from the rain. You never had to ask who could stand the rain? I gave even when I couldn’t do for myself. Prayed that you would one day see how much I loved and cared for you. Love, you played so many cruel games, got me slapping cupid on sight. Been waiting on that glimmer of light to lead me to where I’m on the right side of a love song. I continue to give you pieces of me, hoping it would one day make you whole. For so long I hid my vulnerability, because once love saw my softer side, it left me in the cold. Never felt the warmth of your embrace once I let my guard down and you saw pass my “Hard Life”. It’s wild, how you wanted a gentle and softer man, and your love for me ended as soon as I became him. Damn, if I do and damn if I don’t. I Simply wanted to be loved with care as though I was fragile like your heart. I lost who I was and was punished for wanting love in return. See you took and never saw that you was destroying me. I reached for you, love where did you go. Love, I pray that you got what need….. It’s truly not fair… I drink and smoke to forget those memories. I believed and supported you and never thought you would be in my past… Love… Did you get the peace you need?
WRITTEN by JWSJ
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