Every time……

Every time, I hear your name, all of a sudden the butterflies start to form and so many memories of you cause me to smile. If you truly understood what you do to me, you would see how much I cherish you. I wish I was the one you leaned on when the world starts tripping and don’t understand the light you bring. I want to protect you and shield you from the rain. I want to give you all the courage and support you need to be the beautiful woman you are. Right now, I know that every day won’t be sunny, but your smile will always brighten my day.  If you are looking for anyone who would love you unconditionally, listen to your heart and provide a safe space for you to grow.  Here, I am.  I don’t care about your past, I just want to be the one that you allow to love you in the present and the future. I see the hurts of your past and the ugliness of how it made you feel.  I want to love you until all you see and feel is the beautiful woman you are.  I want to mend your heart and give you the happiness you deserve. I want to be the made that you prayed to God for. I want to hold you for the rest of my life. I hope that I’m not praying a fool’s prayer, when I pray that you see the man that I am and allow me to be the one you choose to love. Every time I hear your name…here come those damn butterflies.

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WRITTEN BY JWSJ

Fallin in Love with You

I want to fall hopelessly, awkwardly, clumsily in love with you. I want to be the man that falls in love with over and over again when I see you. I’m trying to make you smile every second on the hands of time. Like the sands through the hour glass, this is the life was ours. Happiness, laughter, support, dedication and the nurturing of each other’s growth. For years I stood on the rugged cliffs of circumstances praying that our hearts would find each other. Yes, I want to fall in love with the woman you are, I never want you to change, unless you are spreading your wings to fly. You deserve to be placed upon that pedestal and cherished for the woman you are.  I want to share secrets and naughty jokes with you. I want to be the one you trust with your heart, the one that comforts all of your thoughts and needs.  I’m not gonna lie, I want to be your friend, lover and everything you will ever need in a man.  Life has not been easy for me, but I stood strong during the struggles. I remain solid as a man and will never judge another person for their past.  I want to give you my heart, it’s a little dusty. But like a diamond in the ruff, in the right caring hands, it will be priceless.  To you, I want to fall in love and I pray that you catch me. I want us to pray together and pray for each other. I pray that God allows us to be as one and to bless our union. I’m hopeless in love with you and it’s all shut up in my bones. Got me wanting change my name to “Taken”.  Because you got me and I’m not trying to fight the feeling.  I hope when you look in my 4 eyes, you see the love that I have for you. When we embrace I know you can tell that our hearts beats as one.  I want to call, text, email and send smoke signals to tell you how I feel, but scared that the feeling are not mutual. But a man can dream and I do dream of us being together.  Too many, think that a man doesn’t want to fall in love.  But I am a man who wants to fall and in love with you is all I can think about. As I pray a “fool’s prayer” I pray that one day you recognize me and we fall in love.  Like my Frat says, “Teach me how to love”, most importantly, teach me how to love you correctly. I’m willing to put in the work. I believe and its worth falling in love for you. I wear my heart on my sleeves, so there is no hiding my feelings. I want to fall hopelessly, awkwardly, clumsily in love with you.

Written by JWSJ

Lost

Look at where I’m at, like this shhhhhhh makes no sense. Been searching for you all of  my life, but you came and went.  Trying to figure out how our messages got confused amongst us. Been doing my best to become a better man, before I  became your man. Sitting across from from wishing I could hold you in my arms forever, stupid of me for failing to realize all wishes don’t come true. I’m trying to be your first, your last and your everything. I just don’t want to be a good man to you, but your only man.  Like Luther said, this is not a home without you. While you burning sage, I’m lighting these sticks. We both want the same thing. So let’s stop fighting to hide our hurts and start healing so our love can grow. Call me nasty…. Been wanting to eat you like I eat my sweet potato pie…  I want to kiss the softest lips known to man. I want to swim forever in your beautiful eyes. Willing to drown in your sweetness… If I die, I die a man knowing he gave all of his love to one special woman…

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

Soulmate

I can admit, that I would never imagined that we would ever make it to this point. I prayed that the love we shared would overcome all of our fears.  From the moment that I looked into your eyes, I knew you would be my wife. Through any ups and downs that we may have had, I never left your side. My love for you will never change. You are everything I have ever needed and more.  My heart, my soul and my last breathe is yours. You deserve so much more and I’m working to give it to you. With you, my heart and mind is at peace. Never thought love could feel like this. You have given me so many reasons to love without hiding my vulnerabilities. I know that my heart Is safe with you. You’ve allowed me to love with no fear. No longer fighting to be loved, cause love has finally surrendered to me.  I want to stare in those beautiful eyes; I want to drown in your sweetness and fall in love with you all over again.  I never want to stop loving you.  I need you in my arms, I need to taste your lips, I need you riding me until the morning dew tastes as sweet as you.  I traveled several lifetimes to finally be in my soulmate’s arm. I must confess, you have been the blessing that I have been praying for.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

Still Your Best

I wish I could say that I love you one more time, so that you will never let me go. I want your mind, heart and soul. I want you to be my first, last and forever love. I’m yours and pray that you appreciate all that I have to offer. I’m just a simple man and all that I have is yours. I will never cause you any doubt or pain. I’m here to heal all of your past hurts, here to dry your eyes. Sweetie, Suga Foot and all the sweet things that make you smile, I’m stuck on you and I can’t lie to myself anymore. It’s all shut up in my bones and I can’t shake it no more. You are my soulmate and I know you feel it too. It hurt seeing you not in these loving arms of mine. You know this is the happy home you should be in. In my mind you are here rent free. You are everything I want and need in a wife. Let’s skip the favorite color part and straight to “I do”.  We don’t have to look back, only forward to endless memories of happiness and joy. So many things I could say right now, but the one thing you need to hear is….. I love you and I will never stop loving and protecting you.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

YOU

Sitting here in the corner of so many sleepless nights, sipping on my #JackandGinger trying to chase the pain away.  Watching the ashes fall from my cigar as dreams of love lost, disappear in the smoke. Finding myself on the wrong side of a love song, keeps breaking my heart. Prayed to God allow me to love again and I did not realize that I had to love myself first. Been through so much in life, I lost myself in the hurt. Been searching for love and failed to find it within myself.  Sometimes that lonely feeling gets you caught up in settling for less.  So thankful, for those that let me down in my past.  They prepared me to love you unconditionally and I want to love you for the rest of my life.  Funny that I used to call myself the “Solider of Love” dressed in my loincloth and bowtie.  Funny, I was always dressed for the wrong occasion at the right.   I was fight for love, when I should have been fighting to be loved. All of the heart breaks I had, has led me to you and for you I am thankful. A beauty like yours is rare and the look in your eyes speaks to my soul. With you, I want to make this love song ours. I want to wrap you in my warm embrace and two step into forever. With you, I have found love and a comfort in my soul. No longer sitting in the corner, but dancing on the clouds with you.  Never knew how love felt, until I felt it from you.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ.

#Pssita

I’m sitting here all in my feelings, praying that I have the strength to tell you how I feel. Never have I met a woman like you. And for you I’ve let my guards down and for you… I’m willing to be vulnerable. For you, I’m ready to be in love again. I fought for so long and ran forever from the pain of being hurt. But I saw the look in your eyes, you wanted to catch me from falling and heal my heart. They say men aren’t supposed to show their feelings, but there is no other way to let the woman of your dreams know that you are ready. I’m grown and I’m past lust, I want you mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Don’t get me wrong, my tongue will cradle your mind and stroke every inch of your need to be satisfied. I’m in an insatiable want to love you as my wife. I was told to sip my #JackAndGinger slow as I #Pssita….. But they have never saw lips as soft as yours touch a cigar. It’s something special about a woman who’s not afraid to be herself. For you, I only want to be loved by you. You have given meaning to know a woman’s worth. For you, I Don my loincloth, bowtie and shield…. I’m willing to fight for love. As a soldier of love, as a swing my hammer called Thor. Every swing and stroke is to prove my love for you. I just want to be honest, it’s you that makes my knees weak and that my heart yearns for. You are the part of me. That’s more than a rib or the air I breath. You are my everything…..

Ode to #SOTL WRITTEN by JWSJ

Khapter 47… Look both ways

Always look both ways when crossing the street, now on days when you meet people, you still have to look both ways. Because you don’t know what angle they are coming from. Trust it’s best to mistrust a person before you believe who they are. Learn from past mistakes instead of repeating them. For true change, it has to come from you. Whether it be your attitude, surroundings and the people you believe in. If everything remains the same, there is no growth and definitely no change……… JWSJ

Let’s pretend….. It’s actually about brownies

Sweetie, let’s pretend our love never ended. Let me hold you and never let you go. I’ve waited all my life, but not for only one night. Hoping the lips that kiss me will say they’ll love me for life. When I look in your eyes, my dreams have come true, just me and you…with no trouble in sight. Got me in your ocean of love drowning to my heart’s delight. Got me smiling for no reason, cause your love is right. Promise the hands thats in mine will never wave goodbye. I need your love…that had never been in question, just whether how hard to love…sweetie promise me if those lips that kiss me will never say goodbye..if not let’s pretend our love will never die.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ

“Love”

I apologize for not approaching this in a different manner. I had promised to approached this in a different way and to find my way back to you. I’m so tired of kissing strangers in my failed attempts to find you again. “ Love” you have truly been missed and desired in my life. It’s been 5 years since my thirst for you has been quenched and my thirst for you is real. I’m so tired of the drama and games, I need you back in my life. The first time I met you, I went home and dreamed of you. They say a man is not supposed to feel like this, but he would if he lost his everything. No longer and am I willing to keep fighting this losing battle. Here today, I lay down my shield and hammer. On my bended knees, “ Love” I beg for you to come home to where you belong. Funny, that I’m always was on the wrong side of a love song once I lost you and it’s those same love songs that comforts me until you come home. As the vinyl spins round and round, my world has been in a repeated cycle of women who will never compare to you. I won’t pretend like I never wished they was you, cause the fact of the matter, there is only one you. “Love” as I pray that we find each other again, my heart misses you so. From your tender kisses across my chest as I run my fingers through your hair. The sparkle in your eyes are always making the stars jealous. A walk like no other, hips told a story that my hands always gripped so tightly to. “Love”, you always keep me weak at the knees, I could never run from you. I always looked forward to holding you, doing whatever we want, whenever we want, wherever we want. When we are together, nothing else matters. “Love” you make my heart smile, you could never be replaced. You are the reason the morning dew is so sweet and the reason the sun shines so bright on our bodies as we lay in the rays of our desire for each other. “Love”, there is so much I have to tell you, but words will never be enough to let you how important you are to me. I can’t wait until you return to these open arms of mine. If you haven’t noticed, My writings of love has always been about having you back where you belong. So, sweet baby girl, the apple of my eye, the sweetest lips I’ve every touched and the softest place on earth that has felt my strokes. Baby, come on home.

WRITTEN BY JWSJ INSPIRED BY JORJA SMITH